Open your eyes and heart to me... =(...

Lately..after i came back..

i felt like there's a slight change in you...

Its hard 2 explain.. But i know there's a change.. 

I realized that things are slowly becoming not serious again between us anymore.. 

These past few days..

i've been viewing other couples blogs,facebook.cmmnts and all..

And i think to myself.. Why cant we be like them?

Why arent you being as romantic as the guys?

How come you hardly show your love 2 me..?

We are a couple...But how come.. i feel like there's something missing?

There's still nothing 2 really prove or show we are a couple... Why?... Why is that?

It feels so nice and romantic...

To see couples write about each other...esp the guy.

But when i open and read ur blog...
its mostly bout other things..

bout ur friends and other stuff...

We used to be what every1 called us "THE PERFECT COUPLE"

but now... i dunno where's that feeling in us anymore...

i dunno what 2 feel anymore when im with you,texting you,talking 2 u..

sometimes.... i just feel.... EMPTY..

But everytime i try talking to you about this..

i already can memories what your answers will be...

either you'll say... to give you time..

or you'll say... isnt this enough already? xckup ke?

or .... go la find guys like that...

or.... you'll just hang up.. or do some other work...  and ignore me..

I wish you could feel how im feeling right now..

I can see that you put ur friends...msgs...even Facebook first...

Somethings i dun even know.. Until i read your blog.. and then i know 

where you went..who were you with.. what happen...

I dun feel like asking or talking bout this..

Coz i can see that your happy...

I can feel that.. im not as important to you...as i was before..

you can live and breathe without me now...

Your so much happy with your friends,facebook.and blogs..

Friends = they make you happy... they make you smile.. they're taking my place in your heart slowly...

Facebook = is where you share your current moods.. or problems.. ..you spend more time with it than with me... ..     its has also taken over my place...

Blog = Its where you express your feelings..or problems..your stories... things which i dun even know about until i read it...with pictures..     its taken half of my place in ur heart...

so?.. whats left for me? in ur heart? is there any space left? even just a lil?

I know that you hardly view my prof or read my blog...

Coz i made some changes.. and if you did.. you'd surely say something or cmmnt..

But until 2day.. NOTHING...

Even the pictures that i upload...

Sometimes i have 2 ask you 2 go cmment..

If not i know you wont... or you might just cmment 1 or 2..

Even the lastest album that i uploaded...

You commented on all the other pics..

But all the pics that have my face on it..

Not 1 have you cmmnted..

I know im not pretty or cute..

or your "DREAM GIRL"

but when i see other guys always commenting on their gurls pic...

you actually can feel appreciated and noticed by someone they love..

I feel sooo.... so LONELY.. now..

I just feel that i wanna be quiet.. and stay quiet..

When i see your msgs on my phone//

Everytime it vibrates..or rings..

Im slowly losing the excitement i use 2 have everytime i see your name on the phone screen...

I dunno what 2 say.. 

I hope you'll read this someday...

I still love you...

But im scared that that love and feeling will slowly FADE AWAY..... =(...

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