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SUNYI!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~

Hhuhuhuhuhu Bullyy........!!!

Huhuhu...
its just been 2 weeks of Uni life..
and i already kena buli...
from who??
these pembulies...a.k.a guys yg ske buli...
haizz..
some are my classmates and some course mates.and some seniors..
Everywhere i go..
if terserempak..
GOSH!!!!!!!!!..mmg malang gilaaaa
either kena pinch on the cheek..
or they'll men tarik2 my bag.. *sbb they say i like budak sek rendah" GRRRRRRRR!!!!!
They will simply make me geram!!! and merajuk..
coz they like hearing my geram and mrajuk "voice"?? pelik!!
and 2day..sbb 1 guy..
i slipped!!!
"huhuhu..miss my abangggg....my bodyguard...if he's here...sah2..dia blasah smua..kan sayang~~" <3
huhuh sumpahh maluu glerrr..
diaaaa bolehhhh gelakkkkk lagii!!!!>..
luckily dia tolong.
if nootttttttt.........dush dush DUSH!!!!!
hurmmm...
1 wants 2 make me more "ganaz"
haaha..happy la jugak.
adew yg nak ajar jadi ganaz...

Sick....Be mine tonight?

Urghhh!!! Down with dunno what..
huhu... fever abit.. cm termuntah pun ada...
hurmm....
....*jiwang sebentar*

Oh how i wish u were here with me..
Im partly sick bcoz were far...
I feel sooo lonely...
Where are u....

Your my medcine...
Your the fresh air that i wanna breathe..
Your the pillow i wanna hug...
Your my blanket that keeps my comfy and warm..
Your the moist that keeps my lips from drying up..
Baby.,, i need you...
My stomachs hurting..
My body's heating up..
Im weak..
Can you hear me??
Im calling u...
But u never seem 2 answer or call me back...
I only can close my eyes..
And hope i just will be able 2 wake up tommorow..
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Im on no1's side ..please? :P

Hye bloggy darling~~~ miss u!! hahaha :P

So any1 my 1st week in UTAR~...
So classes were cool... 5 subjects..
Met sooooo many new friends..
But kebanyakkan all from Kampar xpun Ipoh..
smua dekat2...jelesnyaaaaaaaaaa~~
And just the 2nd day... I met up with this cool geng..1 kepala with me~ hahaa
boys and girls...
So xpela..
I joined them for a birthday party..*walaupun i xkenal lgsg dua2 bday gurl 2* terer kan~ hahahaha
then berkenalan with them smua..
stayed up till 1am..besttt kt tepi lake...sejukkkkkkkk
So i met with a malay gurl "A"  * like finally!!! sbb majority kt sini cina n india jew*
sooo lepas intro..we were like talking like best friends..
smpai 1 of my boy friend ckp 'korang dah kenal ke sblom ni? " hahaha..
and we were like... aah... baru 5 minutes ago..hahah~
So from that day.. I rapat gler with her..
Kuar mlm2 mkn2 jalan2..lepak2 smua skali..
with a few boys..

haizzz...
dah la im the only juni...
smua senior..
if i xkwn dgn dieorg..
i xda kwn2 d
Then got la,this gurll
this gurl actually yg kenalkan me 2 this geng..
Y= this gurl..
Y plak berkenalan with this guy..
so after that..she mcm xpedulikan A ni..So last night..A ajak me kuar..lepak2...smpai ke tgh2 mlm~ hahaa
then we were talking...
then we were bored...ajak the boys plak...
so we were talking2...
then arini..
in canteen... we all were sitting...
than that 1 boy who is like Y's best friend..
he was like mrajuk about something...
So then i hulurkan tangan dia..
and said 2 me...
"your my new sis,babe"
and Y was like terkejut!! and pissed off??
huhu..
xtaula... Smua pakat rapat with me now..
They nak ikut where ever i go..
But i dunt wanna be the reason why their geng break up..
xnk dikenali as " perampas kawan"
dieorg pun cm ckp2 la sal si that person..
but i dun wanna get involved coz im new..
But i rase...
Y 2 cm dislike me now..
sbb A dah rpt with me..
Boys pun ckp with me... lepak with me..ah 2 hangout with..
dah la mlm2 rasa lonelyyyy sgt~..

haizzzz...
and the boys kt sini..in this geng..
carinngggg gler2..
Whenever i balik..
they wont let me go alone..
mesti nak teman smpaiiii ke gate umah..aduiiii..
but i anggap them like bros jew....
Huhuhuh~

dilemaaaa.....

Maybe i should become the sombong type of person~~~