Make a Change in your life...

"pemangsa"

• the number of lies you have mad
• the number of times you've hurt someone..
• the many times you've made a promise but the very next day break it..
• many times you say you'll change...but never change..
• number of times you get hot tempered..
• many times you made someone special cry river tears....

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now.........

rewind back....

put yourself in the situation of the "mangsa" with the above...

close your eyes..

just picture yourself in that situation that you have to go through

almost everyday?

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Story but more to facts...

~~ You love that person so much...

~~ with all your heart...

~~ he's been your everything in your life..

~~ your breathe your soul,half your heart belongs 2 him...

~~ you put so much of trust in him..

~~ even after 1 HUGE mistake he has done by scandalling..

~~ but you forgave him
~~ little by little your putting back the trust that he himself broke last time..

~~ just when things are going well

~~ you ask him 2 back like himself before..

~~ you know its not hard...
~~ but he took months 2 change and still never change..

~~ then you start 2 wonder...
~~ why every night you have 2 end up crying,fighting..
~~ you juz feel like you wanna end this thing...

~~ so you do again.. a little "study"? "investigation"
~~ coz humanly.. its not so hard 2 change back 2 yourself..

~~ and after you've done your "research" you find................

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!!! your heart breaks!!!

!!! tears run down your face like a river!!!

!!! you think to yourself.. how could he do this to me..after you've gave him your trust again..!!!

!!! you gave him so many chances!!!

!!! you've been the stupid one all this time..his juz been playing around..and never took you seriously!!!

!!! you couldnt take it..!!!

!!! you pick up the phone to talk.!!!

!!! the way he answers as usual. "the innocent tone"!!!

!!! you get so mad..coz he still denies it!!!

!!! and then he confesses "with a normal and not guilty tone" that he has been playing around with others !!!

!!! your heart feels like its gonna explode!!!

!!! just imagine..you went through HELL the last time this happen!!!

!!! now he's playing around? nothing major... BUT STILL?????"!!!
!!! then as it is your so "HOT" still he talkes as if he doesnt give a damn..!!!
!!! then..he comes up with excuses just to let you go..!!!

!!! he says he doesnt want a relationship with anyone!!!

!!! again your heart blows..!!!

!!! you have gone through another HELL life.. and now.. he wanna dump you too? !!!

!!! now you think.. all this while,, you never meant anything 2 him."!!!

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Things that i've learnt in life...

1. Always be truthful.. No matter what the situation is..Or how sensitive the topic is.. Your doing the right thing by telling the truth...
2. Lying just makes you lie more and more...and of coz.. its a sin.
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3. When God has given you something or someone special.. Go all out 2 protect it,appreciate it..love and care soo much.. Treat it like gold..  Coz you'll never know..1 day.. That precious thing will just leave..
4. When you make a promise.... Before making it..think twice or thrice.. And once you make it..
   Make sure you STICK TO IT...
5. When you are in a relationship.. You treasure it as much as you can.. Go all out 2 make it PERFECT..
   Dont be the fool who fishes for other fish in the sea when you already got a beautiful fish..
6.  Try not to be the one that makes your special person cry...
7. Treat that special someone like your own baby...
8. When you've done something wrong...Dont hide it..or keep it...Confess as soon as possible..
   Things will turn out 2 be okay...
9. Avoid doing things that you know will end up in a fight...
10. LOVE SOMEONE AS MUCH AS YOU LOVE YOURSELF...~~
    
    
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Listen to these songs....

Janji Janji

Tiada Lagi... ( dont wait for someone to really hate you and regret having you in their life)