How nice it would be

How nice it would be...

To see your name too on the list of sm1 

who is lonely 

and that person wants to be with you

other than their family and friends..

Sometimes it just feels like you dont exist..

Only when that person needs you..

Then your name might POP up in their mind..

Otherwise...

You just have 2 wait..and get hurt..

Eventhough you are the 1 who's being with that person like ALWAYS?

But still.. when it comes to the LIST...

there's family..there's friends... but sadly..NO YOU... 

Eventhough its public..

But still..

Am i not a part of your life? am i not part of your list? 

Even if i am at the most bottom..

At least i would be grateful enuf..

Coz at least.. After all that i've done.. and helped and be with you..

I can at least feel appreciated..

Its sad.. that my name is not on the list that you wanna be with besides your family...

Ouchhhhh.... :(..

haiz.. Thats Life...

People only think of you when they want to.. and when they need your help

But otherwise.. Your NEVER ON THEIR LIST...

it hurts more.. if that person is someone that you love...