Wohooo My first day of new chapter of my life..!!

Wohoo!!! Officially UTAR student!!!

So 1st day was kindda blur *usual la* freshmans..

Dah la campus is freaking HUGE!!!! 2 walk from block A to Block I at least will take 30-45 min!!
*so bayangkan laaa yea*

hahaha..

So 2day's classes was Sociology, English & Maths...

Everything was fun except Maths..Dunno why...but kindda boring~~ :P :P

And plus my time table.. Like only 1 hour break in between... Classes are 2 hours..

Dah laa campus besarrrrrrrr sooo kena rush p canteen minum2... then rush dari block D to B..then D balik..

but actually...its fun!!!! Exerciseee =) hahaha...


Wanna see my beautiful campus??? Like out of the country~~~ =)

From the left : Block E,Block D and Block C = canteen facing the lake....

My hugeeeee library!!!

Night vision!!! awww romantic spot!!!

Canteen!!!

Full view *not exactly sbb ada lagi kt blakang2* But fuhhh nice view right??? Gorgeous!!!! 

My bus!!!! Style kan??

Another view!

Cyclinggg!!!

hye blog and peeps!!!

Well as you know... In my Uni...basically every1 goes around cycling...
So ok..DENGAN PENUH SEMANGAT!!! i bought a bicycle...*seriously things here are sooo cheap!!*
So anyway..2day i planned 2 go cycling since anyway i had 2 buy lunch...
so i cycled with my fwen...

Gosh i think its been 6 or 7 years since i cycled....hahahhah!
So at first...I jalan tepi my bicycle...*malu tkut org nmpk if i jatuh* hahahha
Then baru jeee nak practise naek...see2 my fwen dah smpai..
ALAMAK..!! which means i kena try cycle depan dia...
So cheeyyyyy dengan penuh smgt and a small prayer...
I naek..
hahhaa..Then my foot slipped...tgk2..Pedal ada kt bwh xnaek2 g!! grr!!
xpe2...xla malu sgt~
then i naek.. hahahahha... then try gerak skit2...hmmmm finally..
WOHOOO!!!!!! I COULD CYCLE AGAIN!!!
punyaaaaa laaa banggaaaaaaa dengan diri nii!!!
then at first..rasa tireing la jugak..sbb jauh kedai2 2 dari my house..
xp xpe...nasib baek kawasan sini bukit2..ada gunung2..
soo FREE BREEZE!!! mmmmmm.
then odw...
my fwen's plastic yg above tyre dia 2 kuar..
i was like terkejut!!!! dengan syoknyaaaa duk cycle..!! I FORGOT 2 PRESS THE BREAK!!!
then i pressed the break terlalu kuat!!! hahahahaha... I ALMOST FLEW!!!!
hahaha..then she biaq that plastic kt jalan...
she tkut tyre dia plak terkuar.~~ hahaha sian dia...THen masa balik..
bestt!!! sbb turun slope...
laju!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my fwen was like..... "WEHHHHHH SLOWWW!!!!"
as usual..i buat xheran...
andddd bcoz of that...
hahahha...
i was sooo fast..
Tgk2 ada lori kecik ni nak reverse!!!
I was AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NASIBBBB baekkk smpat break...hahhahhahaa
lawakkkkkk!!!!
So ni la cter..my 1st cycling day after many years...!!
thank God xluka mana2...
sooo funN!!!!!...

Baking tym!!! : Apam PoLkaDotS & CuPcAkes~~~

WOHOOO!!!

Finally i gotta learn how 2 make those cute little cupcakes and polkadots..

Thanks 2 mama and my dear Zie gedixx~~

So first we learned how 2 bake cupcakes...Vanilla and chocolate~~
mmmm nyum nyum~~~

of coz..we did the tradisional way... Mmg la penat...
xp ITS WORTH IT!!! =)

Little Cuppies~~

"kononnya manager" xp hancur!!! ngeee <3

With Master Chef!!! *grrr takut~~ cm buat test jaaa* :P

red~~~

purple!!!!!

ArghH!!!!! in love with that colour!!!!

The End Results!!!!! mmmmmm sedapppppp!!!!!!

They are the reason i live today!!

HAPPY 25TH ANNIVERSARY

TO MY DEAREST

DADDY & MUMMY!!!!!!

25 years a.k.a Silver years.....

God has blessed me with such great and loving parents....

Thank you for bringing up 3 of us in this world..

Each with different characters and personality..

Each sometimes you just feel like killing us.. hahahhaha!!

But yet.. You we know you both love us from the bottom of your hearts...

Sorry for all the wrong things we've done to hurt or 2 even make tears run down..

You know we never meant it...

You guys are THE BEST parents a child can ever have..

LOVE YOU BOTH SOOOO SOOOOO MUCHH!!!!!

Beautiful Roses from daddy.... The peachy coloured roses are the same as their wedding day~

Nyumm Nyumm!!! Sedapppp!!!!!!!

Mummy!!!

Still looks like a bride...~~~ Love you!!

From the lips of a guy....

I've been doing some research about relationships...

here are a few that really caught my eyes...

touched my heart....


This is from a guy...

 

sigh... why is it so hard for guys to not be jerks? I'm a guy and i don't get it. I have so many 'girl' friends whose boyfriends treat them like nothing so they assume that all guys are jerks. Its rather unfair to the 1% of men who actually treat girls like the angels they are, and sadly its that 1% that will probably die alone because girls will never take the time to look past the tanned abs to find the REAL men out there. Please, any girl who reads this, don't follow that trend. i beg you.

So?.....

any comments?? what do you think? this came from a guy himself.... Its true right??

This is from another guy....

if you let her go, and she walks away, be strong and just move foward, I say.

Yes your heart will be in pieces, and your eyes, blood shot red, but look at the bright side, atleast your not dead...so take it slow, step by step, you'll find your soulmate, jogging at the park or in the electronic section at Walmart. Just be patience, your time will come, good luck people, and best wishes and have fun. turn off your laptop, and get dress to impress, brush your teeth, I use crest.

True!!... n funny!! haha...

Another 1.....

Not everyone knows how to be a boyfriend nor girlfriend. Sometimes the problem is not the guy is the girl. An sometimes is us Guys and we don't realized. But At the end we al end up hurt. So yeah everyone is learning. Its not natural that it comes to mind how to be a boyfriend or Girlfriend it takes time. You learn from each mistake you do in realtionship this allows you to progress and get better at being a Boyfriend or Girlfriend. : l

True...nowdays.. guys act like gurls..

usually the guys are the ones who stands up for the girls,protect them,treat gurls like babies...

but nowdays...its totally opposite..

2 words...IM DONE~

after everything i've done for you,
every chance that i gave you,
yet you still break my heart
.but its OVER 
.finally i've realize i dont deserve this
and honestly you dont deserve me.
yeah i still love you and probably will for a long time.
but i cant stay here anymore.
it hurts too much
.i guess this is MOVING ON

im TIRED of being the least thing in your mind.
i should have known from the start
you'd go and break my heart
you took away my love
and threw it away as it was nothing.
to me..you're my everything
but to you,
im just a meantime girl.

you hurt me more thank i deserve
how could you be so cruel?
i love you more than you deserve

why am i such a fool?

little did i know
you were just another dead end road
made with pretty lies
and BROKEN DREAMS

now i believe it when people say love is blind
love is blind because
i must have been blind
to love a person
like YOU

it finally hit me
that u didnt care
when asked to break
and never seem to regret

maybe if i hadn't answered the phone
the first night u called me
everything would be different
and my heart wouldnt be breaking right now

i wanna do exactly what u did to me
lead you on
make you fall for me
then just let go
EFFORTLESSLY.

suddenly 
im hating myself
for EVERYTHING
i've felt for you

sometimes i wish i could go back
and erase the day i met you
but then..
i will never regret loving you
when u loved me too

i made a mistake
thinking you were my world
you wont get away with this
you messed with the wrong girl


thankyou for ripping my heart out
stomping on it
and breaking it in half
now i know how much you care

watching you walked away from my life
doesnt make me hate the existence of love
but finally makes me realize that

if i wanted
so much to be wit a wrong person
how great would it be

when the RIGHT one comes along

there is no medication for this pain
no known cure rather than TIME

maybe someday
i'll get back my heart
maybe someday
i'll get back my pride
maybe somewhere
in the road
i'll forget to remember you

one day ,
you will seek love
and be sorry you threw mine away

and one day you'll realize
you could have been with me

i hope someday you'll realize
what a fool you were
to let someone like me
slip from your grip

and that you'll see
that the one you've been looking for
was the one who set you free

one day..
i will be able to look in your eyes
without feeling the pain you've caused

one day
i will be able to stand beside you
without wanting to hold your hand
one day,

i'll get over you.







p/s : this is for everyone out there who has been hurt~

20 Things you should now about gurls...

1. When a girl smiles normal             =   she's sincere....
2. When a girl smiles with a sad face      =  she's just trying 2 cover her sadness
3. When a girl keeps quiet for for awhile     =   somethings in her mind that she's not okay with or afraid to tell
4. When a girl says "what are you doing?"     =    means she's lonely,misses you..wants you to call her up
5. When a girl cries     =    she's really hurt..and you should do something right away!!!
6. If she hangs up the phone while having a fight   =  she just wants you 2 call her back..and YOU MUST!
7. If she says "gudnyte" but its not yet her usual bedtime   = somethings up.. call her...
8. if she says "watever la"  = it means... she's right..she's just fed up of fighting...
9. if she says "em,haiz,owh"  = move on 2 a better topic *interesting* / call 2 cheer her up
10. if she is happy i mean really happy with others and you wonder why she's not like that with you     =  find out wat makes her laugh and happy like that.. and try 2 do it~~
11. you have 2 like her favorite colour....!
12. you have to know your "DATE'S" always!!!!
13. if she says " nvm i wont disturb you"     =  it means she wants you 2 stop what ur doing and 'layan' her.
14. gurls get PISSED off when they're talking 2 someone.. but that someone is busy doing something else!!!!
15. girls LOVES presents...no matter whether big or small
16. girls love teddy bears or something they can hug with
17. girls hate boys doing things they dont like
18. girls are quick 2 get jealous
19. girls want the BEST for themselves.
20. girls are quick 2 get angry.emotional,cry ..etc2....  SO DUN MAKE them!
    
    
    =)

Childish??

Lately... i've realized... im very childish...

but.. im like that... eventhough im WAY passed my childish age...

Partly mainly i have a cartoon network voice....

i have a childish face.... no1 will believe im entering Uni soon!!!! 

haiz.....

Lately.. my dad was talking bout private stuff...

and he was .... "can i trust you?" "or will you take it for urself?"

eventhough he was playfully saying it...

i dun know why... it just hurt me a lil..

seriously... dunno why....

i know im childish & playful at times...

and lil sis looks & acts more matured then me...

But hello???? im OLD enough 2 be called matured and can rely on...

IM NOT A SMALL KID!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM GONNA UNI alreadyyyyyy... haizz!!!

im old enough 2 face the world....

im gonna uni...

daddy... mummy..... i knw i act like a kid...

but thats only coz you all are around..... i can only be "manja" with you guys

bcoz i knw your always here 2 take care of me...

but when im off soon... 2 face the world by myself...

its gonna all change.... even me...

i have 2 be independent....

maybe now you say im not matured enuf...

but i'll prove to you one day...

i am...and I WILL!!!...

i'll prove that you can rely on me...

i'll prove that im matured 2 take care of the family..

in case anything happens to you both...

thats my promise 2 you both....

i love you.......................................

Hurm.. Haiz....Awww... Hrmm... Haeh.....

Sound effect that almost sound the same..

Frequently used in daily talk...

but all have diff meaning....

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It took one day... one night...

2 express it all...

it took buckets of tears....

waves of diff sounds and tones...

broken heart...

heart that was forced to let it all out...

bcoz it no longer could stand being hurt anymore...

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he changed... ....  he agreed...

he asked for time...... i gave..

he got mad when i kept on going on........ there was still no diff... only more hurt...

i investigated...... and yes.... he was playing around... a lot..

my heart.... = painful as ever......couldnt stand...

my eye = filled with non-stopped tears...

my question = why?.... WHY???????????.......

last chance = maybe.....

he apologized = i forgave.. like i always do...

he took advantage.. = i gave in..... 

treat him the same... well.. dont take revenge.. = coz i was brought up that way.....

im special = maybe... but there's no meaning 2 special anymore....

he changed for me.. = i was happy... i couldnt wait for this moment...

has he completely changed = No.... sadly... but he has a lot....

Do you ever think he will repeat his doings again.. = i pray... and hope that i'll never have 2 face what i;ve been through again....

i miss him = of coz i do...

i love him = so much... but its hard 2 express it now.. since he's changed...

do you fake in front of him = sometimes... when i have 2..

do you pretend your happy in front of him = as much as i try.... i cnt stopped my tears... coz my heart hurts a lot...

does he tell you everything before ? = no... so many things.. i had 2 find out for myself... so many hurtful things...

does he tell you everything now ? = i hope so... but i dun think he tells me like small things...
like blogs... or who calls/texts him.... or where he goes... what he does....when he's on9;...

do you regret having him =......... no... i never regret having any1 in my life... every1 who's in my life... means something to me...

has he cheated on you =..........................................yes ...once

do you love someone else? = ........................erm..... i dun know,... i love many people...

if you had a wish... what will it be =... i'll ask for 1000 more wishes.... and 1 of them...is to turn back time...
2 all those precious memories, joy,smiles,and laughter...

does he talk about you in public = ....erm... i dun know... rarely...

is his blogs full of everything about you and him ? = .... sadly... i wish it was... but no... its more 2 his daily life... which mostly things that i dun know about..until i have 2 read his blog.. hurm....

is he the jealous type? = very!

would you let him go? ever? = erm..... depends... if i have 2 ... i will.. if it makes him happy i will...

if someone loves someone so much.. they'll let them go.. right?

does he appreciate you as much as you appreciate him ? =..... i hope so... its hard 2 see.. coz he rarely shows it...

do you think he really loves you = .... i hope so... he hardly shows how deep is his love for me....

have you guys fought ? =  a lot!!!!

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