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Hey.....

My Blog may not be as nice as yours......

May not have many people commenting how nice it is...

May not have as many followers as you do....

But.....

I did everything myself....

Even though its simple........

Whats important are the contents....right? ......

Im sorry.....

I'm not as perfect as you.....

You may not like it..... i know....

You may say things about it.....    But i wont get hurt.....

Coz its just a blog..... 

Im sorry.....

At 4pm.....on 24 January...

My Heart just "died" again.....

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ssssss....ARRRRGHHHHHHH!!!!  why does it hurt sooo badlly???????  WHYYYYY??????

Why must we get hurt when were in love???    Why must there be tears and hurt??  WHYYY?????

Why is it so hard ....For someone we love to do something for us???


Its sad.... Really sad......

It hurts even more....that for years.....  It still is like a blur thing to you....

How could you make a mistake?  You say you always read it..... You even get mad when i dont believe you...

But i guess...2day... I just proved to both of us.....That you have never read it since....God only knows how long......

It hurtsssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!.........


uRRGHHH....ssssss.... I cant stand the pain.....Its like 1000 knives poking through........

My Dear Blog......

 Blogger has been my Notebook.....

Diary.......

And a place where i hang out when im lonely.....


Why?


Coz.....

When i'm happy... I've got LOADS of things 2 share with it...
When i'm sad.... Only he see's my tears... and hears me.....
When i'm lonely... He comforts me by letting me write so many things.... to keep me company....


So i guess....Having Blogger....ain't such a bad thing after all....


My Boyfriend.....For 5 years already!!! weeeeee =)......


I love you blog....... I do.... Thanks for being by my side.........                      =)

Dream House

Today.... I watched a new movie....Dream House......

The synopsis goes like this....


Some say that all houses have memories. For one man, his home is the place he would kill to forget. Daniel Craig,Naomi Watts and Rachel Weisz star in 'Dream House,' a suspense thriller about a family that unknowingly moves into a home where grisly murders were committed...only to find themselves the killer's next target. 

Successful publisher Will Atenton (Craig) quit a high power job in Manhattan to relocate his wife, Libby (Weisz), and two girls to a quaint New England town. But as they settle into their new life, they discover their perfect home was the murder scene of a mother and her children. And the entire city believes it was at the hands of the husband who survived.

When Will investigates, he's not sure if he's starting to see ghosts or if the tragic story is just hitting too close to home. His only clues come from Ann Paterson (Watts), a mysterious neighbor who knew those who were shot. And as Will and Ann piece together the haunting puzzle, they must find out who murdered the family in Will's dream house before he returns to kill again.

Haaaa....xpaham g? read it again! hahha...

Its about a murderer who killed this man's wife and two lil kids....
He goes crazy and ends up in "skt jiwa" kindda place....
After 5 years they let him out...
He went back to his house....
To him...The wife and kids are still there....
He talks to them....Play with them....
But others can't see them...only him....Because his heart has'nt fully let go of them....
Soon he discovers that people are looking at him weirdly...
And police have told him that his family had died 5 years ago...
At first ....He thought he murdered them...
Then with the help of his neighbor... They managed to
find the murderer and kill him....


The story is quite touching... Coz his heart really can't bear the fact that his wife and kids were GONE forever...
He loves them soooo much!.....

2 Sem Final Results!!!

My 2nd Semester Final exam was on the 27th of December......

I know right!!!...... mmg.... hattteeeeee sgt2.... Coz couldnt really really enjoy and celebrate Christmas.....

I had 2 study... Even on Christmas day....

But still ada gak playing.....Cooking......Outing....Eating.....

hahahhaa.....ITS A MUST!!!!.....


So anyway...

I prayed and asked God..... No matter what...Just help me pass all my subjects.....

Coz i dun wanna fail and have 2 extend another 3 months *1 sem*....

So while everyone was celebrating...... i was having exams

huhuh...





But...Anyway..... THE RESULTS WERE SWEET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...........

THANK YOU GOD!!!! i passed all my subjects!!! Even though they were superrrrr hard!!!!...

The best Christmas present ever!!!!


All praises and honour goes 2 only HIM.....

Thank you Lord!!!!......






Now.... 1 more sem left for foundation.....Common Sonia!!! you can do it!!!...
And then its DEGREE!!!!!! wohooooooo!!!

Outing With Chara......

Outing with lil sis... =)   After sooooooooooooo long.......At last dapat gak outing together......
As usual...1 busy with SPM another busy with Uni life.....

So.. I went to pick her up... Dah la baru mandi.... lambat plak 2...:P hahaa....
Went to Cs... *famous la cs ni*... :P.... Thinking of what movie 2 watch..... then we watch....

Mmg elok sangat pun.....Dua2....agak penakut.....But stilll we went to watch!!!.....

It was.... ok la... not bad... Something new..... Its about electricity aliens coming 2 earth and killing humans 2 ashes in just few seconds......

 Again..we were like the only ones in the cinema.... cool hah.....


Then after that.....  We went bowling!!!!...... Again... it was only like the 2 of us yang main je...
BEST!!!!....... xla malu sangat pown...

haha...

Syoknyaaaaaa dia bermain.... =)......


Haiz......Time 2 jugak....I got calls and smses ckp RESULTS FINALS dah kuar.....
Potong stim btol!!!>...baru nak enjoy!!!....

So after bowling...We went 2 the CC kt cs 2.....

I was praying hard......  then buka2...

i printed out the results tanpa tgk the results.....yang si CHara 2.... was trying 2 snatch it from me...xhabis2...
nasib x koyak..


then i viewed little by litted..... xnmpk F lgsg!!!>....

SOOOO HAPPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.........*huggsss*...... thx 4 d hug btw!!!


ngeeeee ....... =).......



So as a celebration.... We went 2.....

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oppsss sorry...pics are dark...coz the place is kindda dark...where we sat... =)

nyummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Thanks for the outing kiddo......


HAD FUN........THANKSSS!!!!.......Love you!!!! xoxo!! =)

Outing with Sheera.. =)

Today's outing was with Sheera Mansor... =)...a,k,a syahirah... a.k.a my adik angkat!... =)


So anyway... its been almost 1 year since we last met each other... Yela...dia busy with SPM...i was busy with my Uni life.... so mmg dua2 busy! :P


So... we text..and decided 2 hang out!...


I went to pick her up .....Then kite sembang2 with Mum..salam2 smua....then off we went....
Sembang2 dalam keta... Talking bout sooo many things....WHile heading off 2 Cs... yeLa...mana lagi kt SP ni nak hangout...Nasib ade Cs gak...if xda..haizz.....


So we went 2 watch a movie!....

Erm... ok seriously..... Citer ni..bukan la nak kata best sangat pown... But its all about how teenagers or women yang xkahwin...become pregnant....So these people akan jaga depa smpai beranak...then SELL their babies to the public for adoption.... Pas2...prempuan2 ni...  They will "SELL" to tempat2 placur or watever...
So yeah..2 je... Actually.... Kami yang tengok pun xpaham sangat... but still...hahahhaa...
And the best thing was.... There was only 6 of us dalam wayang 2...!!!!! woooo =) hahahhaa...


Then we proceeded to KARAOKE!!!!........ haaaaaaaaaa ajak dia mmg best..!
coz dia suka pilih lagu2 jiwang2...... lagi pun...time 2 mmg jiwang pown..... sooooo we chose all the jiwang songs... nyanyiiiiii kuaat22222....... cm buat concert ar plak... =)
pretended 2 sob sob... :p ....      Banyak sangat lagu yang we sang that day... bnyak sgt kenangan.... bukan dengan dia je..... but with others...! *shhh secret* :P




thenn.... lapar la plak.....So we went 2 SABAI.... =)
It was her 1st time masuk sangat....wooo best2...

 mmmmmmmmmmm,,,,sedapppp kan222? ....

happy gler dia ni..... :P tau la 1st time.. :P

So after all that.... Kite pun cakap jom lepak smwhere else...
Then masuk keta...Sembang2 lagi...Talked about the past..and so many things.....

Tibe2 je we rasa nak lepak kt tasik..... So we went......   Haaaa best woo.... Angin..... romantic spot... :P
hahaha....

tringat kt siapa la 2... :P

haaaa...kat Sini....there was 1 21xx aksi.... hahahahhaha....shhhhh cannot be mentioned here ye.. =)

HAD GREAT FUN!!!! THANK YOU!!!!

Outing in December!!....

Today...Outing dengan Kak Cuya,,,Zie, Na-zaq...& Chara.... =)

After so long....we gotta meet up again......  and we hang out in.... mana lagi....CS LAAA ....!!

So... we went...tgk wayang dlu.... 

okay....citer ni..mmg lawak....!! Serious!,...xp ade jugak part2   scarry!!>.


Nasib baek....ada peneman kt tepi~~~ hahahaha...
sian kena cubit bnyk kali......sorry darl... =)


haaaaaaaaaaa after that..... We went walking mrata2.....  then we decided 2 go karaoke....!!! =)

Sorry....Pictures blur...sbb gelappp sgt2.........



Then nyanyi2222......balik time.......

Photo shoot in the car........ 

<3 <3