Life is hard~~

Life is truly difficult.....Seriously....

Life is hard...

you know why?

Normally,,,people say...People who you love or close to are easier
2 get along with...or share...or be happy with....

BUT.....................

I always think...Friends and people whom im not close with
are the wants that will always be there to make me happy...
There the one that will always be there 2 care and be there to ask " hey..r u ok?"

Which is SAD.....

Also.... if you tell or advice your friends or people who your not close to
its easier...why? because they'll listen and make an attempt to improve or change...

But the person you love? or close with?
Even after the 100th time after advising or telling....
He/she will still do the same thing....

Havent you all wondered..why is it like that??
why is it so hard for them 2 just listen and change?
why is it so hard to make the other person proud? happy?


I miss the old times...

When we were younger...

we only wanted to enjoy our moments together....
The places we invented just for us...
The loads of jealousy...
The times we shared....
The conflicts....
Whenever i say i want you do change or do something..
You'll do it RIGHT A WAY.....
And you'll NEVER repeat....

Its sad...when
we see others,
happy in their relationship...
no faking or pretending to be more than 1 person at once...
its hard....
hard 2 have a relationship where its "our world" but there's also and outer world,,,
from pictures, to facebook, to blog, to the way you talk with others, react,

DIFFERENT .....

i GUESS this is life...