This is for a certain sm1~~

Hey you.....

Maybe its hard 2 tell you in front..
But i guess i'll let it out here...
Life is different for me now..
Its not the same as when i was in school..
Its a whole total diff senario...
You keep saying that i've forgotten SP and you and every1...
But actually...its not forgotten or xnak amik tau...
Its like i said...
My situation is diff...im not in the same picture as you...
Sometimes it pisses me off when you say..
I dont care anymore... I dont wanna know..
Xguna telling me things...I wont understand and bla bla bla....

Its not that i dont care..
I told you...i'm always here 2 listen and advice and give my opinion
But everytime it seems like you keep repeating the same annoying sentence
that make me really wanna " X KISAH..XNAK AMBIK TAHU" and sewaktu dgnnya...
You guys are still in school...
You guys are still in "Heavenly,luxury kindda life."
Like i said..
Wait till you leave HOME...
Then you'll realize..
Its nothing 2 do with SOMBONG either...
Sombong = PROUD....
Which im TOTALLY not that kindda person...hope you understand...

My life and your life is diff...
Of coz sometimes i say "ish2" or stuff when you tell me probs that happen in school..
Because like "im matured"?
And it like sounds soooo silly for you guys 2 fight about such a small matter...
Your still young...
So you shouldnt be quick to judge those who are older than you,...

You find new people and share 2 them..
then you tell me they are like an angel..

Well look at the person you're telling...
Same school..She's in your situation as well..or have gone through...
Im not there...
Things are diffent...
You dont have 2 tell me that you told others and they seem 2 care and advice and make you feel better...
*nmpk sangat people like you are the ones who "LUPA" kat org yang pernah bantu bnyk dlu*

And sometimes...
The things that i advice you maybe hard , harsh ,
But you must understand..I've been through all this crappy situation..
So i know...
SOmetimes i tell you...
Jangan buang masa ambk tau or get involve..
Put studies first..
Coz its not a joke...
You'll regret it later when your results are sooo terok..
Even those who were your BFFFFFF
will leave you when they yang dpat Straight A's and you dont...

Life is hard....
Life is a SURVIVAL...
No1's gonna help you..
At the end of the day..>
You have 2 rely on yourself..and your family..


Hope you dont get offended or sad or anything...
Just wanted 2 make it clear to you...
Im the SAME PERSON from the 1st time we met...
Its just the situation has changed...
THats all...okay? =)