Hurm.. Haiz....Awww... Hrmm... Haeh.....

Sound effect that almost sound the same..

Frequently used in daily talk...

but all have diff meaning....

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It took one day... one night...

2 express it all...

it took buckets of tears....

waves of diff sounds and tones...

broken heart...

heart that was forced to let it all out...

bcoz it no longer could stand being hurt anymore...

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he changed... ....  he agreed...

he asked for time...... i gave..

he got mad when i kept on going on........ there was still no diff... only more hurt...

i investigated...... and yes.... he was playing around... a lot..

my heart.... = painful as ever......couldnt stand...

my eye = filled with non-stopped tears...

my question = why?.... WHY???????????.......

last chance = maybe.....

he apologized = i forgave.. like i always do...

he took advantage.. = i gave in..... 

treat him the same... well.. dont take revenge.. = coz i was brought up that way.....

im special = maybe... but there's no meaning 2 special anymore....

he changed for me.. = i was happy... i couldnt wait for this moment...

has he completely changed = No.... sadly... but he has a lot....

Do you ever think he will repeat his doings again.. = i pray... and hope that i'll never have 2 face what i;ve been through again....

i miss him = of coz i do...

i love him = so much... but its hard 2 express it now.. since he's changed...

do you fake in front of him = sometimes... when i have 2..

do you pretend your happy in front of him = as much as i try.... i cnt stopped my tears... coz my heart hurts a lot...

does he tell you everything before ? = no... so many things.. i had 2 find out for myself... so many hurtful things...

does he tell you everything now ? = i hope so... but i dun think he tells me like small things...
like blogs... or who calls/texts him.... or where he goes... what he does....when he's on9;...

do you regret having him =......... no... i never regret having any1 in my life... every1 who's in my life... means something to me...

has he cheated on you =..........................................yes ...once

do you love someone else? = ........................erm..... i dun know,... i love many people...

if you had a wish... what will it be =... i'll ask for 1000 more wishes.... and 1 of them...is to turn back time...
2 all those precious memories, joy,smiles,and laughter...

does he talk about you in public = ....erm... i dun know... rarely...

is his blogs full of everything about you and him ? = .... sadly... i wish it was... but no... its more 2 his daily life... which mostly things that i dun know about..until i have 2 read his blog.. hurm....

is he the jealous type? = very!

would you let him go? ever? = erm..... depends... if i have 2 ... i will.. if it makes him happy i will...

if someone loves someone so much.. they'll let them go.. right?

does he appreciate you as much as you appreciate him ? =..... i hope so... its hard 2 see.. coz he rarely shows it...

do you think he really loves you = .... i hope so... he hardly shows how deep is his love for me....

have you guys fought ? =  a lot!!!!

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